Post by Jason Guy on Oct 11, 2015 0:13:50 GMT
Alright here it is. My final confessional. Barring some bizarre upset that I'm entirely not privy too, I'm out the door. But let's start at the beginning of the week.
Heading into the buyback, I was somehow both really nervous and not at all concerned about what would happen. I felt like Victoria was almost certainly returning to the game. She was the best at comps out of the four evicted jurors, and lo and behold she came back. I knew that she'd come back with some major gripes and a lot of baggage on her shoulders, but at the same time I didn't care. I was so focused on getting out this alliance/group/pack/gang/whatever you want to call them. After that last vote, where they all basically ignored me until the last possible minute I was super frustrated. Victoria would not have been nominated, nor would she have been a replacement nominee for me. Barring her being a psychopath (which now looks likely). So I wasn't HAPPY she came back, but mostly was just mildly annoyed.
I was more concerned with the HoH competition. And of course, literally the worst possible person won---Caleb. And Steve was in the final round with him, which makes it even more heartbreaking. A weak of Steve been a power crazy psycho would have been absolutely glorious. Why was Caleb winning the worst? Because he's such a stooge in this game. He's not someone who is at all willing to have a discussion of any kind. You can't argue your case with him, he's just going to do whatever Nick/Renny/Casey/whoever is controlling him (I generally don't know) says. So I knew Steve/I were going on the block. I didn't even speak with him about nominations (lol), but there was really not other option.
Anyways, after nominations I was immediately bombarded by three people saying "I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO
". Those would be Renny, Jace, and Casey. That told me two things: 1) That they were covering their asses because Steve was the target, and wanted to make it look like they wanted me to stay the whole time. Or 2) They felt unsure of their positions in the game moving forward and thought they needed me. In Casey's case, I felt it was #1. He said the same thing to Steve. In Renny's case I was unsure. She and I had been getting closer the past two weeks, and I think he genuinely on some level thought she could use me moving forward. In Jace's case I wasn't sure. I think it might have been a third option 3) I hate Steve. But either way, I felt like I was probably not going home against Steve. But you never know, all it takes is three votes and Casey/Nick/Victoria could have easily evicted me.
And then Steve won veto. HONESTLY, my first response was seriously "FUCK YEAH". Because when I said to Steve that I wanted one of us to win, even if it was him I was honest. I'll have more to say about Steve later, but no matter what happened this week I just wanted things to not go smoothly for Caleb/his crew. I was so so so happy for Steve, even if at the same time I felt like I was almost certainly going home.
In the renom stage, I was hoping that either Renny or Jace would be nominated beside me. Jace would have been the easiest to sit next to, I could have at least had a chance to take him out because he's got enemies (Steve/Victoria) and he's more of a threat. And Renny even said she was trying to get Caleb to put him up...which told me that Caleb would never do that since he made it very clear he wanted me gone. I would have been fine with Renny going on the block because at the very least I'd have SOME ammo on her. I think I'd have gone home, but I would have at least had a fighting chance. But nope, Casey went up. And I have nothing on him so it comes down to me pitching myself to a bunch of people who have barely spoken to me....you can tell why I'm going home. So I knew it was a huge uphill battle.
My method of trying to save myself relied on two people---Jace and Renny (who I would have liked nominated.....lmao). I knew that Victoria and Nick had a very small chance of keep me (more on Victoria later.....). I felt like those two are the ones who I had the best personal connection (at least on their side in Jace's case lol) with. Nick flat out told me he wasn't saving me. Jace told me that he wanted to keep me but that he wasn't willing to vote in the minority. So my only chance was Renny. I had spoken with her right before the renom and she had said she was going to be back. So of course.....she hasn't been around at all lmao. It's a little insulting to me, heading into this week she was really playing on my ego saying how much she didn't want me to go and how she wanted to nominate one of the guys as a replacement nom instead of me last week if Steve/Brit won veto. It's just a little insulting she didn't give me a chance. And I've been around literally every second I can this past day. After the renom I was gone for an hour and a half, then stayed up all night. And I've been on this afternoon since I got of work for about 5 hours now. So I tried. I tried. And thus my fate is sealed.
As a parting gift, I'm going to rank the players left in the game from least likely to win to most likely:
7. Victoria Rafaeli -- This bitch. So right after the veto ceremony she decided to go in the group chat and loudly say: "HEY EVERYONE WHO ARE WE VOTING FOR, IM NOT GOING TO BE AROUND FOR 2 DAYS LOL" and then later "HEY EVERYONE IVE BEEN TOLD JASON IS GOING HOME, SO IM VOTING FOR JASON". Which was obviously the way it was going and she knew that. She just decided she wanted to be a spiteful, obnoxious bitch and say it in the group chat. Classy. Even worse, later on in the night she decided to troll me further by saying "WHY ARENT YOU CAMPAIGNING TO ME, IM OFFENDED". And when I responded to her her with like jokes she decided to openly mock me "YOU ARE SO SMART WHY AM I NOT AS SMART AS YOU?" and "AM I ANNOYING YOU? IM SORRY I DIDNT KNOW I WAS ANNOYING". I stopped responding to her pretty quickly, so I stopped most of her bullshit. The thing that baffles me is why would someone spend so much energy just being hateful and rude in a BB ORG. Sure, I evicted her but I didn't do it in a rude way or rub it in her face so it's just so...unnecessary. A bigger person would have just gloated in their confessional and let the eviction speak for itself. She's gross. My gut says she'll either go far as a goat or be evicted next. But she ain't winning.
6. Steve Moses -- This breaks my hearts to put Steve here. I love the dude to death, he's seriously been my rock this entire time. Sometimes he could get on my nerves (as I'm sure I did to him). But he's got no chance. He's got very little connections in this game and so many enemies at this point. I think he survives maybe 1-2 rounds if he's lucky. I'm praying he can work his way in somehow.
5. Jace -- Jace is a conundrum to me. Speaking with him this week literally made me want to vomit everywhere. He's so...fake all the time. And also just ultra clueless about how he comes across. He literally spent so much time this week complaining to me about how he thought he was going to be a replacement nominee and he didn't want to go home when like....it was literally 99% that I was going home. Ridiculous. I'm considering calling him out in my goodbye about his bullshit all game. We'll see how that goes.
4. caleb -- Caleb is a player in this game. Or so people tell me.
3. Casey Turner -- Casey is a shady fucker, but he's a shady fucker that I respect. At the start of this week, he told both Steve and I that he really didn't want us to go. Which is honestly just funny to me. We both knew he was shady as hell this entire time with his constant hinting at being cool without ever putting any stakes into our relationships. But hey, he's cool and if he uses that strategy to get to the end I'd strongly consider voting for him. We'll see how it goes.
2. Nick Uhas -- Nick is playing a superb game at this point. From my point of view, he's the mastermind of the season at this point. The last 3 votes have gone exactly how HE wants them to (not anyone else) and he's set himself up. He has an army of goats he's cultivated (Victoria, Caleb, maybe even Jace?) as a meat shield. He's taken out 2 people who HE has the least connections with (me and Brit) against other people's better judgment, and he's not gotten any blood on his hands. I think he'll probably have a hard time making the end because he'll be seen as such a threat but if he gets there he has my vote, hands down.
1. renny -- I don't know if this is a controversial choice or not but I just have this weird feeling Renny is going to waltz to the end. She's in a good spot with everyone I think, my gut says she has a bunch of side alliances and shit going on. And she's likeable and makes good personal connections. I think she'll do well, and survive whatever is to come. I'm partially not rooting for her and partially rooting for her.....if she had just told me she was voting for me this week and why I'd probably be full on rooting for her.
Well, that's it guys. I want to say thanks to Julie & Arisa for giving me a chance to play in this game, it was fun. Sure, these people are a bunch of mute bores but hey that's not your guys fault
I'm excited to get in jury and gossip with Brit, that'll be great stuff. Thanks for the great experience!
Heading into the buyback, I was somehow both really nervous and not at all concerned about what would happen. I felt like Victoria was almost certainly returning to the game. She was the best at comps out of the four evicted jurors, and lo and behold she came back. I knew that she'd come back with some major gripes and a lot of baggage on her shoulders, but at the same time I didn't care. I was so focused on getting out this alliance/group/pack/gang/whatever you want to call them. After that last vote, where they all basically ignored me until the last possible minute I was super frustrated. Victoria would not have been nominated, nor would she have been a replacement nominee for me. Barring her being a psychopath (which now looks likely). So I wasn't HAPPY she came back, but mostly was just mildly annoyed.
I was more concerned with the HoH competition. And of course, literally the worst possible person won---Caleb. And Steve was in the final round with him, which makes it even more heartbreaking. A weak of Steve been a power crazy psycho would have been absolutely glorious. Why was Caleb winning the worst? Because he's such a stooge in this game. He's not someone who is at all willing to have a discussion of any kind. You can't argue your case with him, he's just going to do whatever Nick/Renny/Casey/whoever is controlling him (I generally don't know) says. So I knew Steve/I were going on the block. I didn't even speak with him about nominations (lol), but there was really not other option.
Anyways, after nominations I was immediately bombarded by three people saying "I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO
". Those would be Renny, Jace, and Casey. That told me two things: 1) That they were covering their asses because Steve was the target, and wanted to make it look like they wanted me to stay the whole time. Or 2) They felt unsure of their positions in the game moving forward and thought they needed me. In Casey's case, I felt it was #1. He said the same thing to Steve. In Renny's case I was unsure. She and I had been getting closer the past two weeks, and I think he genuinely on some level thought she could use me moving forward. In Jace's case I wasn't sure. I think it might have been a third option 3) I hate Steve. But either way, I felt like I was probably not going home against Steve. But you never know, all it takes is three votes and Casey/Nick/Victoria could have easily evicted me.And then Steve won veto. HONESTLY, my first response was seriously "FUCK YEAH". Because when I said to Steve that I wanted one of us to win, even if it was him I was honest. I'll have more to say about Steve later, but no matter what happened this week I just wanted things to not go smoothly for Caleb/his crew. I was so so so happy for Steve, even if at the same time I felt like I was almost certainly going home.
In the renom stage, I was hoping that either Renny or Jace would be nominated beside me. Jace would have been the easiest to sit next to, I could have at least had a chance to take him out because he's got enemies (Steve/Victoria) and he's more of a threat. And Renny even said she was trying to get Caleb to put him up...which told me that Caleb would never do that since he made it very clear he wanted me gone. I would have been fine with Renny going on the block because at the very least I'd have SOME ammo on her. I think I'd have gone home, but I would have at least had a fighting chance. But nope, Casey went up. And I have nothing on him so it comes down to me pitching myself to a bunch of people who have barely spoken to me....you can tell why I'm going home. So I knew it was a huge uphill battle.
My method of trying to save myself relied on two people---Jace and Renny (who I would have liked nominated.....lmao). I knew that Victoria and Nick had a very small chance of keep me (more on Victoria later.....). I felt like those two are the ones who I had the best personal connection (at least on their side in Jace's case lol) with. Nick flat out told me he wasn't saving me. Jace told me that he wanted to keep me but that he wasn't willing to vote in the minority. So my only chance was Renny. I had spoken with her right before the renom and she had said she was going to be back. So of course.....she hasn't been around at all lmao. It's a little insulting to me, heading into this week she was really playing on my ego saying how much she didn't want me to go and how she wanted to nominate one of the guys as a replacement nom instead of me last week if Steve/Brit won veto. It's just a little insulting she didn't give me a chance. And I've been around literally every second I can this past day. After the renom I was gone for an hour and a half, then stayed up all night. And I've been on this afternoon since I got of work for about 5 hours now. So I tried. I tried. And thus my fate is sealed.
As a parting gift, I'm going to rank the players left in the game from least likely to win to most likely:
7. Victoria Rafaeli -- This bitch. So right after the veto ceremony she decided to go in the group chat and loudly say: "HEY EVERYONE WHO ARE WE VOTING FOR, IM NOT GOING TO BE AROUND FOR 2 DAYS LOL" and then later "HEY EVERYONE IVE BEEN TOLD JASON IS GOING HOME, SO IM VOTING FOR JASON". Which was obviously the way it was going and she knew that. She just decided she wanted to be a spiteful, obnoxious bitch and say it in the group chat. Classy. Even worse, later on in the night she decided to troll me further by saying "WHY ARENT YOU CAMPAIGNING TO ME, IM OFFENDED". And when I responded to her her with like jokes she decided to openly mock me "YOU ARE SO SMART WHY AM I NOT AS SMART AS YOU?" and "AM I ANNOYING YOU? IM SORRY I DIDNT KNOW I WAS ANNOYING". I stopped responding to her pretty quickly, so I stopped most of her bullshit. The thing that baffles me is why would someone spend so much energy just being hateful and rude in a BB ORG. Sure, I evicted her but I didn't do it in a rude way or rub it in her face so it's just so...unnecessary. A bigger person would have just gloated in their confessional and let the eviction speak for itself. She's gross. My gut says she'll either go far as a goat or be evicted next. But she ain't winning.
6. Steve Moses -- This breaks my hearts to put Steve here.
I love the dude to death, he's seriously been my rock this entire time. Sometimes he could get on my nerves (as I'm sure I did to him). But he's got no chance. He's got very little connections in this game and so many enemies at this point. I think he survives maybe 1-2 rounds if he's lucky. I'm praying he can work his way in somehow.5. Jace -- Jace is a conundrum to me. Speaking with him this week literally made me want to vomit everywhere. He's so...fake all the time. And also just ultra clueless about how he comes across. He literally spent so much time this week complaining to me about how he thought he was going to be a replacement nominee and he didn't want to go home when like....it was literally 99% that I was going home. Ridiculous. I'm considering calling him out in my goodbye about his bullshit all game. We'll see how that goes.
4. caleb -- Caleb is a player in this game. Or so people tell me.
3. Casey Turner -- Casey is a shady fucker, but he's a shady fucker that I respect. At the start of this week, he told both Steve and I that he really didn't want us to go. Which is honestly just funny to me. We both knew he was shady as hell this entire time with his constant hinting at being cool without ever putting any stakes into our relationships. But hey, he's cool and if he uses that strategy to get to the end I'd strongly consider voting for him. We'll see how it goes.
2. Nick Uhas -- Nick is playing a superb game at this point. From my point of view, he's the mastermind of the season at this point. The last 3 votes have gone exactly how HE wants them to (not anyone else) and he's set himself up. He has an army of goats he's cultivated (Victoria, Caleb, maybe even Jace?) as a meat shield. He's taken out 2 people who HE has the least connections with (me and Brit) against other people's better judgment, and he's not gotten any blood on his hands. I think he'll probably have a hard time making the end because he'll be seen as such a threat but if he gets there he has my vote, hands down.
1. renny -- I don't know if this is a controversial choice or not but I just have this weird feeling Renny is going to waltz to the end. She's in a good spot with everyone I think, my gut says she has a bunch of side alliances and shit going on. And she's likeable and makes good personal connections. I think she'll do well, and survive whatever is to come. I'm partially not rooting for her and partially rooting for her.....if she had just told me she was voting for me this week and why I'd probably be full on rooting for her.
Well, that's it guys. I want to say thanks to Julie & Arisa for giving me a chance to play in this game, it was fun. Sure, these people are a bunch of mute bores but hey that's not your guys fault
I'm excited to get in jury and gossip with Brit, that'll be great stuff. Thanks for the great experience!
