Week 9

So the HoH was bonkers. I hate that font with a passion. It probably also didn't help that I glossed over the 4 in the question. I was torn about Steve and Caleb in the finals. Steve has said all the right things which makes me, think we are on good terms. However Caleb is apart of the #BritneyRejects and we have Jason and Steve sitting as targets.

Victoria coming back complicates this round as well. It gives Nick and Caleb more of a safety net to turn on the #BritneyRejects because instead of 2, they now have 3. Victoria claims that she was dragged into that alliance, and that she is a free agent but I don't buy it. The fact she more or less trashed me when she left, and the fact she is a tempting person to bring to the end makes me probably my number one target.

After the HoH, Caleb told me that Jason and Steve were going up. Jason and Steve both seemed pretty defeated. Now this could be a clever ruse but with only 8 people left, it doesn't make sense to pull a backdoor when you could guarantee that Jace or I leave by putting us both up. As I mentioned in my weekly ranking I would prefer Steve stays because I think he'll need to work with me, where as Jason will have more options. I am definitely going to put 150% in the veto because being backdoored would suck, and I could see Nick or Victoria trying to talk Caleb into making a move because it'll be near impossible for the rejects to stick together next round.

Hopefully tonight and tomorrow I can get closer with Caleb game wise. I think he'd be a good final 2. He's viewed as all brute but no brain which I think I could beat in the end. The issue is getting him to trust me over what he already has with Nick and Victoria.

So I kind of went 180 from yesterday. If nominations stay the same I think Steve will go. Both Renny and Jace really want Steve out and I don't want to go against my allies again. I like Jason and he is more personable than Steve. Steve could end up making deals with Caleb/Nick though if Caleb's pre nomination talk was any indication he would targeting Jason this week, which would make Jason stick with us.

Don't feel great anymore. People are weird on AIM. Probably paranoid but I will be heartbroken if I leave.

I was torn whether or not to go aggressive or not with Caleb. I played it pretty passively, not like Jace who apparently told him that if he put up him (Jace) over Victoria, then he was screwing over the alliance.

But apparently I should have done that because it ended up me going up.

Well I haven't gotten to talk to anyone today,no one has really wanted to show up. Hopefully this is just a routine vote but I am defintiely worried. I made sure to ask everyone for their vote, even if I viewed it as just a routine, however I need to make sure I don't look too desperate or people will wonder if I even trust them.